Monday, August 5, 2013

Unconditional Love

This sunday, 18 children from all of the provinces in Cambodia performed at our church (Fairview at River Club).  Andy, Jennifer, Rachael and I were asked to speak in each service and I created a 4 minute video for the service as well.  Our church centered the day around the mission trip and the children.


I arrived at the church a few minutes early and thought to myself, hold it together!  It was so emotional, the idea of talking to all the congregation about the trip had so many emotions it was hard to think I would be able to hold back the tears.  I was doing pretty well and I had gotten all of my defenses up in order to make it through.  then about 2 minutes before we started, I saw the children.  Four of the boys saw me from the edge of the stage where they hid behind the curtain.  Our eyes met and they waved and smiled.  Such an honest loving hello!  I couldn't help it, I jumped up and ran over to them hugging and kissing them and saying hello.  They had been asking the adults for days when they would see me.  The young man Vireak that I gave an eagle to was wearing it and they told me he wore it every day and everywhere he went.  I was so touched.  Of course this all took down all my emotional barriers and it was exactly the right thing. 

The children did a wonderful performance.  Pastor Sinai the founder of New Hope for Orphans did a presentation on NHO and then we watched the video I had made.  It brought a lot of emotions up and I saw many folks with tears in their eyes.  It was a montage of pictures from the trip that I dubbed with the song "Our God is an awesome God".   Then it was time for us to speak and Dee (our pastor) gave us each 2 minutes.  Wow that was tough, I could talk for an hour.  So I chose to speak about the Unconditional Love of Christ.  How the children taught me that once I discarded my own pre-conceptions, predjudices, hang ups, worries, etc and opened my heart, the children's love just overwhelmed me.  It was such a lesson on how God loves us and for me, I was so blessed by these children and their gift to me.  I talked about how we pooled resources to buy rice for the Vietnamese children on the river. I talked about our experience with those children and how we jumped in and interacted with them strictly out of love and how they responded in kind.  In between services we had a table set up and we talked with folks about sponsorships.  We were lucky enough to get 5 more children sponsored!!!



After the service, we ate lunch in the church with the children.  It was so nice for Wendy to be with me.  I so badly wanted to share with her the bond that I had built with the children.  Vireak was a bit cold so he asked for us to go out in the sunshine in the back of the church.  When we did, another amazing thing occurred.  Recall that he is one of the boys I gave one of my Colonel eagles to.  So we step outside.... Wendy points to the sky and there right over our heads flew a bald eagle!  Amazing!  I could show him the real thing, right there in Fredericksburg.  Shortly thereafter all the children joined us to play out back.

After the service, we all met again at the George's house.  They had the whole group there for dinner.  It was great.  I got to talk with all the children and spend a lot of time with them.  I got soooo many hugs and kisses it was just wonderful.  While we were there, the ice cream man came and Andy grabbed him and held him there.  We all came running and with everyone grabbing whatever cash we had we bought ice creams for all the kids.  It was very very cool! 



After dinner it was time for me to leave.  Wow now this was so hard.  At least last time I knew I would see them today.  I talked to each child and told them I had to go.  I hugged them and we talked about how we would miss each other so much.  I held it together until the last girl.  She looked at me and her tears welled up.  I hugged her and kissed her on the head.  I told her I loved her and I meant it.  There is a place in my heart now for all the orphans.  I know I will never forget what they taught me and I so look forward to seeing them again.  They have my unconditional love.